Things may have changed. I just don't know how to put it across.
Is it alright for me to feel... happy? Just a tad? I fear that joy brings with it uncertainties, or even worries. I'm a great fan of happiness, I swear, but sometimes, just the thought of being happy can bring you uneasiness.
Lately, I've been trying to think of plans for the upcoming months. Maybe I could do this, or that; perhaps it was time for me to try something else. But hey, as reality came crashing down, I realised it was just all my dreams. All of a sudden, it was time for this test, that meeting, or some other events. That's just the tip of the iceberg.
If time could reverse, and I seriously hope that it can, I would certainly skip some parts of my life. Not happy with this? Just skip it. But it's reality after all, you gotta face everything. The happy ones, the scary ones. Perhaps that's why we age quickly- we go through so much and then life just ends at some point.
And you realise, there's still something I haven't done.
On a lighter note, it's Dad's birthday. So happy birthday old daddy! You've grown another year older, and hope that as the years go by, when you look back in life, you'll feel blessed you have a happy family that's right beside you.
Cheers!
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darling!!!!!!!!! erm sometimes i really dunno how to help u, wat i can do is just to tell u my很不好笑的 jokes and try to make you happy, but i know u have many many things to worry bout these dew months, NAFA,attachment,NS blablabla.... but everyone of us do face alot of problems day by day, and i know u just wan to 发泄 ur 情绪, so i'll stay by ur side, lend u my shoulder when u need it:) baobei u must jiayou k!!!!n remember u still have me by ur side=))
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i love youL:)
-shoushoumama-:))
and and and and
ReplyDeleteu have my baby photos to cheer u up
i really think tat itz cute k!!!!!!
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